Thoughts of a Girl


Stupid men

I hate iy when you have an ex boyfriend that won’t let things go. For instance my ex. He had to give me a call to make amends and what happens? We start feeling everything again and bam! Oh hey I have two girlfriends and I never want to see you again. Fuck you bro. That is so messed up toying with my feelings and almost ruining my relationship. Its such bullshit. I swear to god if he ever tries that shit again I am tptally going to give you a beating because you deserve it…

Ramblings of a disturbed mindss

Here I am again. I know I come around every once in awhile and mostly to just bitch. So these past couple months have been really fun. Things have been going ok with my boyfriend and I being unemployed once again. (thanks school). But things have been good regardless. 

Until I decide to stay at my house for a week. All of a sudden the man decides to get super clingy and wanting me to come over to his house. I mean doesn’t that sound weird? Why do I always have to go to his house. Why can’t he come over a little bit more than what he does. Oh that’s right. Because my parents don’t like us playing videogames, he can’t go out into the sun too long, and he feels incompetent in front of my parents and think that they hate him.

This is starting to get real old. I mean I know how much he cares about family, but seriously? He always does this. I mean I love to be at his house, but I do miss the time that I spend with my parents and especially my dog, Sophie. I hate choosing from one and the other and it pisses me off that he doesn’t want to come over more.

It’s like I have to put the most energy in this relationship. I totally understand by what i have done in the past I pretty much deserve this, but on the other hand I do need some support.

Like the big thing for this weekend, our one year anniversary. I mean yeah sure it seems like we have known each other for longer and yeah four years is a lot, but most of that was as friends so this should be big right? Well anyways he isn’t making it a big deal because well he doesn’t have any money. I on the other hand have been saving what little I could so that we could go out and eat and go somewhere during the day. What does he do. Spend it as fast as he can. I’m so tired of trying so hard but I guess I’m always the one that wants to please him.

I guess right now is a rough patch for me and he doesn’t seem to notice. Men you guys are just so confusing sometimes even when we try to talk to you guys.

Playing around with makeup and this is the finish

Playing around with makeup and this is the finish

Sophie and her big googly eyes!

Sophie and her big googly eyes!

ultimate-cosplay:

ZERO
Anime: Code Geass

ultimate-cosplay:

ZERO

Anime: Code Geass

Source: ultimate-cosplay

Five month old puppy we are fostering. He is really into his bone!

Crazy guys

I hate it when you’re out exploring for the right guy and you end up with a crazy psychotic guy. Who end up stalking, calling you names, and threatening you. That’s when you have to ask yourself should I call the cops on this guy or just block him and hope that you will never see again

How I feel right about now

How I feel right about now

I love you so much baby. <3 @v_ed_aria90

I love you so much baby. <3 @v_ed_aria90